For over 7 years I struggled with marijuana use. By struggle, I mean I used it in such a way that (1) I was not performing at a high level in life and (2) I was emotionally and spiritually dependent on marijuana to get me through my life. I recognized early on that I liked weed a little too much, but it wasn't until year 7 that I finally went from being an irresponsible "addict" type pot user to one who only uses it once a month without letting it get in the way of things.