Is It Possible
To Create My Own Way?
In the way that I want
and would love
if it went how I wanted it to?
To share truth as I've learned and discovered
through trial and tribulation
and entering the depths of unknown and uncertainty.
To risk judgment, hate, and crucifixion
in favor of freedom and love
for myself and those
who are ready to listen and see?
or will I stay safe
doing what I think is appropriate
instead of going after that which I love and dream
and possibly failing with no return
do I just go for it all?
do I unleash Gabe to the world?
do I put myself on the line?
the real me?
my true beliefs
true experiences
true vision
and true truths?
do I risk being wrong?
do I risk being crushed
the real me
being crushed
do I risk the resistance of mankind?
in favor of love coming out of me
on all fronts
without apology
or restrain
that maybe
nobody will accept me
and ill fail
or maybe
im just convinced
that I can't have what I want
and that all I've said
is the real lie
and that I, and all this,
is actually meant to be.