Transparency Talk #3: Don't read this. It's not meant for you.

Hey everyone, where do I begin. First, thank you for your continuous support if you read these blog posts regularly. Second, the last couple days I've been falling behind on my work. If I was being objective about it, the reason I am falling behind is due to my lack of taking action and prioritizing tasks. If I was being subjective, which I totally am right now, then the falling behind has to do with the fear of failing and resistance to growth. 

As I type this out right now, the dominant emotion is one of concern and fear (aka stress). The thoughts that the stress creates are things like "who cares about what I'm up to anyways?" or "doing these blogs doesn't even matter." Total defeatist type of thoughts. 

Moreover, as I've been saying lately, something's missing. Cause the notion of just making tons of money and being personally successful isn't inspirational enough to get through times of stress or resistance - not for me at least.

What is all of this for? 

Why do I workout everyday? Why do I stay on top of my nutrition? Why do I commit to a blog post everyday? Why have I now added a video everyday too? Why am I sharing on facebook so much? Why am I dancing on my instagram story? Why do I do a morning ritual? Why do I do an evening ritual? Why?

Maybe these aren't quality questions to ask.

Either way, I don't really have an answer. Maybe it's just one of those things where a person feels a little down and that's all it is? Instead of panicking I'll just accept it. Not submit, but just accept - not make myself wrong.

ONE THING is for sure. Being a Life Results Coach is going extremely well. That much I can put my hat on. That much I can be grounded in.

Making more online passive income? Click funnels? Not as much certainty there. 

I think what I'll do...for now...is just give myself some damn credit. Pat myself on the back. Tell myself "good stuff, dude." Yeah. That'll do for now.