My High School English teacher, Mr. Lewis, made the class freewrite for 5 minutes at the beginning of every class. It was the best, and it still is! This post includes a freewrite of today and a copy of a freewrite entry from back in high school. ENJOY SOME CHOCOLATE! (read post to understand wtf that means lmao)
We must let go of who we were in the past in order to make room for who we want to become. This post marks the end of a most remarkable chapter in my life. One filled with unprecedented results in my personal life. We’re talking getting a six pack, earning my first paying clients as a Life Coach, making my first $100 dollars of passive income, writing/publishing my first ebook to Amazon, starting my own blog and YouTube channel, and impacting 100s of lives!
And guess what, it’s all over! No, not my pursuit of bigger goals, but the chapter that includes the accomplishment of the above goals. So, as we ink the final pages of this first chapter, we acknowledge that it’s over.
It’s 12:11AM, I should be asleep, but somehow I’m up watching old vlogs from 2016 about quitting weed and such. Compared to now, which is quantum light-years different than just two years ago, there’s so much I see and feel from 2016 Gabe that I couldn’t see back then.
Number 1: He’s in pain.
What’s clear to me is that I was carrying much pain and burden from my past. Not just with weed, but with heartbreaks and nearly all negative energy from my past. There’s sadness, even depression in my voice. 2016 Gabe lacked love, mainly from himself. It’s sad to see. Especially because of how filled with love my life is now.
It’s like seeing a puppy depressed. Can’t take it. It’s not right. All I can see is an innocent baby that longs for love, care, and affection. And is doing his best to show he is strong and can do this. He’s doing his best, but deep down he is ripped apart.
And, in hindsight, that’s exactly what was happening. Didn’t see it then. All I can see now.
Number 2: He means well, but he’s not ready.
The reality is that I WANTED success, but I simply wasn’t ready yet. Kind of like a 4 year old that wants to follow dad to work. Intention is great. Attitude is great. But, just not ready. Still some training to be done. Or…a lot of training.
One day youngin. One day.
Anyways…there’s more…but I just wanted to get that off my chest. Oh, self-therapy.
I’m BAAAACCCCKKKK (at least for a day haha!) In this post, I let go of all my guilty feelings/thoughts and finally share with you all something I want to say! YAY!
My High School English teacher, Mr. Lewis, made the class freewrite for 5 minutes at the beginning of every class. It was the best, and it still is! This post includes a freewrite of today and a copy of a freewrite entry from back in high school. ENJOY SOME CHOCOLATE! (read post to understand wtf that means lmao)
We must let go of who we were in the past in order to make room for who we want to become. This post marks the end of a most remarkable chapter in my life. One filled with unprecedented results in my personal life. We’re talking getting a six pack, earning my first paying clients as a Life Coach, making my first $100 dollars of passive income, writing/publishing my first ebook to Amazon, starting my own blog and YouTube channel, and impacting 100s of lives!
And guess what, it’s all over! No, not my pursuit of bigger goals, but the chapter that includes the accomplishment of the above goals. So, as we ink the final pages of this first chapter, we acknowledge that it’s over.
Next Chapter Incoming!!!